My FAVORITE Boston song :o))))))))))))))))))))

Peace of Mind
Boston

Now if you're feelin' kinda low 'bout the dues you've been paying
Future's coming much too slow
And you wanna run but somehow you just keep on stayin'
Can't decide on which way to go
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I understand about indecision
But I don't care if I get behind
People livin' in competition
All I want is to have my peace of mind.
Now you're climbin' to the top of the company ladder
Hope it doesn't take too long
Can'tcha you see there'll come a day when it won't matter
Come a day when you'll be gone
I understand about indecision
But I don't care if I get behind
People li vin' in competition
All I want is to have my peace of mind.
Take a look ahead, take a look ahead, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...
Now everybody's got advice they just keep on givin'
Doesn't mean too much to me
Lot's of people out to make-believe they're livin'
Can't decide who they should be.
I understand about indecision
But I don't care if I get behind
People li vin' in competition
All I want is to have my peace of mind.
Take a look ahead, take a look ahead. Look ahead.



the moon hit your eye at... 12:40 PM

Heres the weather in ohio i get to look forward............

63° 40 %
Mon
Aug 11 PM T-Storms 76°/64° 40 %
Tue
Aug 12 Scattered T-Storms 77°/61° 30 %
Wed
Aug 13 Partly Cloudy 84°/62° 10 %
Thu
Aug 14 Partly Cloudy 86°/64° 20 %
Fri
Aug 15 Partly Cloudy 84°/64° 20 %
Sat
Aug 16 Partly Cloudy 88°/65° 20 %
Sun
Aug 17 Partly Cloudy 78°/64° 0 %
Mon
Aug 18 Scattered T-Storms 79°/62° 40 %
Tue
Aug 19 Partly Cloudy 77°/61° 10

Unlike this kind of weather i have here in Az...............................

Today
Aug 10 Isolated T-Storms 109°/83° 30 %
Mon
Aug 11 Isolated T-Storms 108°/82° 30 %
Tue
Aug 12 Isolated T-Storms 106°/78° 30 %
Wed
Aug 13 Partly Cloudy 103°/78° 20 %
Thu
Aug 14 Isolated T-Storms 104°/76° 30 %
Fri
Aug 15 Partly Cloudy 104°/74° 10 %
Sat
Aug 16 Partly Cloudy 104°/75° 20 %
Sun
Aug 17 Mostly Sunny 105°/75° 20 %
Mon
Aug 18 Partly Cloudy 103°/74° 0 %
Tue
Aug 19 Partly Cloudy 102°/74° 10 %


the moon hit your eye at... 12:37 PM

Ohhhhhhhhh yeah and im going to a boston concert there in ohio and im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited.. LOL..

the moon hit your eye at... 12:34 PM

blah............... I need to start packing.. sigh.... i really hate packing... 2 more days left in az... hard to believe...ill be soooooooooooo far away but its a good thing lol.. to get away from the heat and my damn relitives... ill probably wont speak to them anymore.. ohh well.. their loss... Im glad andrew is not attached to them.. he gets attached to people pretty quick....Sundays are boringgggggggg... My poor Leo left. :o( I miss him so much already. He will be with me in a few months.. I cant wait already LOL... I love my doggie so much.. He will miss me and andrew but hes got another dog there to play with.. so thats gooood for that... I need to get the pics I took and put them on here.. Guess ill do that here in a few.. I wish i knew how to post pics on this damn thing.. KIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM i need help LOL.... John is gonna be sending my puter soon.. He better really soon LOL... I need to play my sims and I like to have my own puter... I wont have one there LOL ... soooooooooooooooooo i hope to have mine sooooooooon.... Even tho i wont be on it as much but still.. lol... Well im gonna goooo and put the pics on the puter and do some packing and stuff.... til then

the moon hit your eye at... 12:33 PM

Well what a week i had.. I went to spend a week with my relitives.. My Uncle and Aunt.. My moms brother... Tues was my b-day... yeah yeah Happy B-day to me... Im an old lady... 2 more years and ill be 30!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im dreading that year.. im not even gonna celabrate it at all... I think ill be pretty upset about that day... I dont want to be 30.. I want to be 21 again.... My life sucks... sucks ass.... Welp I went to Willcox which is a SHIT town.. I have ALWAYS HATED THAT PLACE.. Nothing to do there at all.. Not a damn thing to do.. Hell they just barly put in a Taco Bell and a KFC there.. The only places to eat there for YEARS were Mc Donalds and Pizza Hut.. Yep how shity is that... No malls at all .. No Wal-Mart.. Nothing at all.. just a few stores to shop.. Shit you have to go to either Tucson or Phx to shop..Im about 4 hours away from that place.. Fuck that im not driving 4 hours just to go school shopping or 2 hours... WELL my Uncle and Aunt want me to move there.. Shit I remember growing up i used to throw fits to go there.. My grandma and pappy live there also and some other relitives.. I would throw a shit fit to go for the weekend.. lol... I have been there once in the past 4 years and before that its been about 8 years LOL.. I HATE THAT FUCKING PLACE... That place still looks the same.. NOTHING ever changes there... But anyways the week went ok.. The next day after I got there we went camping.. They love to camp and go hunting and fishing.. I LOVE to go fishing.. They have a boat thats pretty nice. I took pics.. Andrew caught a fish.. lol and i did also.. My uncle caught a 40lb catfish .. i took pics of that beast.. LOL.. Me and my cousin ran to the other end of the boat when we say it in the water LOL.. Damn that thing was scary and HUGE.. Shit its bigger then Andrew... He kinda was scared of it but then pet it lol.. Well we had fun with that.. i got a tan LOL.. i needed one BAD.. It wasnt that hot... It was cool.. Then the rest of the week I saw some more relitives and my dads brother and went to a few stores and watched a few movies.. My cousins loved andrew.. I have a cousin named Andrew also so we called my Andrew mini mee LOL or little Andrew... Theres 4 kids in the family.. Johnny who is 19.. Andrew whos 15.. Rebekah whos 13 and Stephen whos 11.. Great kids.. The 2 youngest played with Andrew the most.. Well everything went fine until last night when I called John to see whats going on.. And he wanted to know when im comming home.. I asked my uncle when im comming back and he said well hmmm when do you want to go home?? They dont want me to move to ohio... They think its the STUPIDEST thing in the world.. They want me to live with them.. I dont want to cuz i hate that fucking town... Well i told them im moving and my uncle flipped out... He screamed at me while I was on the phone with John... My uncle dont like john at all anymore and was saying really mean things about him saying he dont care about Andrew at all cuz hes sending him away.. FUCK its the best thing for us is for me and andrew to move to ohio... I have not talked to my uncle since sept and before that 4 years ago... I am not close with my family at all.. They come and go.. But fuck he was saying im risking Andrews life and that im dumb and that ill never make it out there and that he wanted to take andrew away while i move to ohio.. John said HELL NO not after how they talked about him.. I dont blame him and also im not leaving Andrew with strangers.. yes they are to him even tho hes not shy anymore... Ohh it was bad.. i was crying so hard and John felt so bad.. I told him to please come and get me but he couldnt.. he was gonna today but my aunt took me back and thank god andrew was sleeping when this all happend last night... He wanted to call child protective people to take andrew away cuz he said they wont go for that for me taking andrew to ohio... Let him call him but they wont take andrew away.. im not an unfit mother and john is not an unfit dad... He was talking about my mom saying ohh she would never go for this blah blah... Boy did he scream at me... im so glad im back home and its all over with.. He didnt say he was sorry and this morning he didnt even say sorry or say goodbye to me... well i guess im never talking to him again and thats fine with me... Im not ever calling again.. Yes i thank them for caring for me but i think he wanted to take control over me.. Nope not gonna work.. Im an old lady now and have been out on my own for 7 years... Im not a little kid anymore like he remembers me by......I KNOW whats best for andrew and so does John.. Im so hurt by what happend and was so embarressed also.. all the kids were home but Johnny.. they were in their rooms but im sure they heard.. of course they did... I felt like a peice of shit.. lower then dirt... so now my self esteem is shot again.. sigh... ohh well.. My relitives are pretty mean.. My step dad is very pissed off at me about moving away and now my aunt and uncle.. wonder who else.. Hell my grandma and pappy werent at all.. My grandma knows how much i hate willcox and she said i dont blame you for not moving here.... Shit i was worried about her more cuz shes more controling and demanding .. LOL.. ohh well.. well kim is gonna call me shes calling me a slow poke LOL so ill be back.. til thennnnnnnnnnnn

the moon hit your eye at... 7:00 PM

blah blah blah........................... thats all for now........

the moon hit your eye at... 12:53 AM

Kim sent this to me just now from some site and I thought it was so funny....

How on earth do you stand having "In God We Trust" imprinted on every dime, nickel and quarter in your pocket?

the reply...
Look at it this way, I use this religious symbolic currency to buy my porn.



the moon hit your eye at... 8:31 PM

Hey my little lady. I just wanted to post another song I heard for you. I LOVE YOU my little, cute. loveable, honey pie....Hugggssssss and KISSESSSSSSS. And I'd do anything for LOVE. I LOVE YOU!!!! Smootches.............Rich

Daryl Hall & John Oates
Do It For Love

I would fly ten thousand miles in the pouring rain
Just to see your face
I'd bare my soul to a total stranger
Just to say your name
And I'm not ashamed
Just to love you into every morning
I would change my name
And run away

(chorus)
I won't do it for money
I won't do it for pride
I won't do it to please somebody else
If it don't feel right
But I'll do it for you
And at least I'll try
I don't need any other reason
If I feel it deep inside
I'll Do It For Love

I would write your name across the sky, so the world could see
What you mean to me
I'd sing songs at the top of my voice in an empty room
Just to dance with you
To love you into every morning I'd leave the world behind
And slow down time

-Repeat chorus -

What I do for love can take us anywhere at all





the moon hit your eye at... 6:46 PM

Sweetheart.......I LOVE YOU. I know you have been through a tough few days, but only you could make the decission you had to make. Honey, I will never turn my back on you....I am here to support you and to be that rock you said I was to you. I know you had to make the decission you made....and I also know that I have not been here for you the way I should have been as the man that loves you. For his I appologize to you. I have learned a lot through this.....I have learned a lot form a certain wake up call to me......thanks Kim. I know I am important to you.....I know that, but I know Andrew is the most important. You need to do what you need to do to get him, and then we can move on with our life together. I am and will always be here for you....to be by your side, and to stand with you. Side by Side, Hand in Hand.....this has become our theme. Our time will come.....but now it's time to get things in order. We will continue to grow strong, and our relation to get closer.....I just wanted you to know that I LOVE YOU with all my heart, and that I am here for you and will be for a lifetime.......This I Promise You

This I Promise You

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

I LOVE YOU Aundrea...........now and forever......................Rich

the moon hit your eye at... 7:13 PM

I heard this song on the radio last night and d/l it right away.. Pretty good song.. Anyone know it?

Journey To The Center Of The Mind - The Amboy Dukes

Leave your cares behind
Come with us and find
The pleasures of a journey to the center of the mind

Come along if you care
Come along if you dare
Take a ride to the land inside of your mind

Beyond the seas of thought
Beyone the realm of what
Across the streams of hopes and dreams where things are really not

Come along if you care
Come along if you dare
Take a ride to the land inside of your mind

But please realise
You'll probably be surprised
For it's the land unknown to man
Where fantasy is fact
So if you can, please understand
You might not come back

Come along if you care
Come along if you dare
Take a ride to the land inside and you'll see
How happy life could be
If all of mankind
Would take the time to journey to the center of the mind
Would take the time to journey to the center of the mind
Center of the mind


the moon hit your eye at... 2:10 AM

Well honey.....I LOVE YOU!!!! I am so very happy to have a great, wonderful, beautiful, fantastic, funny, halarious, fruitcake like you in my life. You have certainly made me one very lucky man. I just hope that I can and will make you feel like you are one lucky gal. I hope that I can and will meet all your needs, and that I can fulfil all you want and deserve out of life. I am excited to be the man that you "want" to make you happy, and to spend your life with. And I am very fortunate to have a woman like you to spend mine with. One who wants to help me, take care of me, love me, and to share her dreams with. What a lucky guy I am. I just wanted to write a little something in here just to try and do better with it. I hope mine is getting some attention too (hint, hint) hahahahahaha. LOVE YOU honey. Oh, you need to really get here soon.......there is someone that wants to talk to you........no not......nvm......your ummmm doll.......hahahahaha.......she misses you. told her you were coming to get her and she smiled :) I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.....................Rich

the moon hit your eye at... 9:12 PM

My Sweetest Aundrea..........Just wanted to put one last entry in for the month of June. Just want you to know that I LOVE YOU, and that you have ALL of me........I am very proud of you, and I want you to know that I am ALWAYS here for you, and ALWAYS will be. Side by Side, and Hand in Hand......FOREVER!!!! Honey, YOU HAVE IT ALL!!!!
I LOVE YOU..............Rich

She's Got It All........Kenny Chesney

She's got every quality
From A all the way to Z
It's easy to see she's the perfect girl
She's got every single thing
That makes up my wildest dreams
Sometimes I still can't quite believe she's holdin me cause

She got it all
My heart, my soul, my wishes
All of my love, my hugs, my kisses
Everything that means anything at all
All of my life I've spent a hopin'
I could give someone such devotion
Every sweet memory I can recall
She got it all

You know that I admit
That someone to love like this
Only existed in my prayers
Until I saw her face
I knew I'd found the place
Where I could keep my every faith eternally 'cause

She got it all
My heart, my soul, my wishes
All of my love, my hugs, my kisses
Everything that means anything at all
All of my life I've spent a hopin'
I could give someone such devotion
Every sweet memory I can recall
She got it all

All of my life I've spent a hopin'
I could give someone such devotion
Every sweet memory I can recall

All of my heart, my soul, my wishes
All of my love, my hugs, my kisses
Everything sweet memory I can recall
She got it all

She's got it all




the moon hit your eye at... 7:36 PM

Sweetheart..........I was in the park just looking at everything around me and couldn't help but think about you as I did. Here's what crossed my mind..............Honey, IF you were the moon, you'd be the Harvest Moon.....IF you were a Star, you'd be the North for it is the brightest.........IF you were the sky.......you'd be the bluest.........IF you were a mountain, you'd be the highest........IF you were the ocean, you'd be the widest and the deepest..........IF you were a flower, you'd be the Rose of My Heart............IF you were the wind, you'd be the softest, gentle breeze.........IF you were the rain, you'd be the most refreshing...........BUT Honey, IF you are mine, I PROMISE to LOVE YOU for a lifetime.......for certainly YOU are far more precious than any of these to me. I LOVE YOU Aundrea.........I LOVE YOU. Hugggggssssss and KISSESSSSSSSSSS. I know I have a ways to go in my short comings, please bare with me.........you are certainly helping me a long.......for that I thank you.......you are an encourager.......and I need that, and you have met that need in me..........I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Rich

the moon hit your eye at... 9:55 AM

hmmmmm been a long time since I last posted. Just have alot of things on my mind. Lots of STRESS. Fun Fun FUN.. Another bloody hot day today.. Its 112 out now.. sigh.. and getting hotter. John gets to leave this damn heat to the nice 80s weather in Florida for a week while I get to burn here in the heat. All bloody week its suppose to be in the 110s maybe one day it will be 105 woooooo hoooooooo.. HEY thats COOL for us.. ALOT better then 112.. Trust me its a BIG DIFFERENCE. Damn low is higher then Floridas high. LOL.. .Anyways nothing much else is going on. I went to the store last night and I tried on some shorts and I went down a size wooooooooooo hooooooooooooooo that was the highlight of my day. I was very happy. I tried on the normal size and it was tooo big I was so happy. Sooooooooooooo i bought the shorts lol.. I bought some pig boxers LOL Yes I saw them in a package and HAD to get them. Just cuz they had pigs on them. I love my pigs. I have pigs in every room. Not the same without pigs around me. LOL ... Hell my dog is a pig.. He grunts and snorts and SNORES like a pig. Boy is he LOUD. He just got groomed and looks sooo cute. If I knew how to post pics on here I would post one up here. Ohh well. Too lazy to learn. I have been addictive to The Sims. I LOVE that game so much. I cant want for Sims 2 to come out in May. I forsure will be gettting that one. That game is too funny. My girl was out on a date with another guy and her bf came and slapped her date and scared the guy off LOL.. too funny.. She made up with her bf now hahahahahahaha.. I wish they would hurry up and get married LOL.. Next week is gonna be so weird without John and Andrew but a nice break.. Just me and Leo.. Me and my friend Nancy are gonna go out alot. We are gonna go see the fireworks. .I cant wait.. 4th of July is my second favorite holiday. I love it so much. My perfect day would be to have a nice bbq on the beach.. OMG thats FUN.. Did that when I lived in california they had a HUGE BBQ party on the beach then when it was dark ya got to see the fireworks on the beach.. GOD that was sooooooooooooooooooooo neat. Thats my perfect 4th of July day. I need to move where theres a beach. I could but I dont want to move to Florida.. Reasons.. But someday hopefully I will move to a state with a beach or not too far from the beach. Ohh well.. Life.. sucks yes it does.. I a loner.. I should just stay that way forever. I havent really talked to anyone lately and just dont feel like talking.. Just want everyone to go away and leave me alone!! but I cant hurt the ones that love me.. sigh... damn.. ohh well.. Im moody.. Next week ill have lots of time to myself anyways.. My sister might come over.. Hope so.. Shes fun to hang out with. Damn wish i was her age. She will be 18 in Aug. Im such an old fart.. I dont want to be 28 in aug.. Damn thats OLD.. IM ALMOST 30 :O(((((((((((((((((((((((((( Im scared to be 30.. I think I will lock myself in a room and not come out the whole day when I turn 30.. It will be hard to face the world and say yes im OLD. Not young anymore.. sigh.. I think this age thing is getting to me also. People say ohhh your still young what the fuck you talking about.. WELLL SHIT WHy do I feel so DAMN OLD???? Maybe John makes me feel old or the people I kinda hang out with.. Im older then them.. well some...But most im older and they tease me ohhh your so old.. your an old fart and laugh I know they are joking but I kinda take it personal.. I guess i need to lay off. Usually im the joker around here.. ohh well.. The age is getting to me.. i guess.. I just put Leo outside to go potty.. Hope he does.. Ok I guess ill go now... looks like blogger changed.. Looks different.. ta ta for now...

the moon hit your eye at... 1:18 PM

Well Honey, it's been a while since either of us have posted something in eithers journal.....but I especially wanted to post this song for you....Honey I LOVE YOU, and my love is and will last a lifetime for you. I LOVE YOU far beyond my wildest dreams, you fill my heart up with joy, happiness, and excitement, you take me to an emotional high, your love is so amazing that is makes me weak at the knees, your beauty is so breath taking that I feel faint whenever you are around me.....Honey, YOU are the woman for me, and I look forward to "The Rest Of Our Lifes" TOGETHER...............I LOVE YOU Aundrea..........ALWAYS and FOREVER.......and WE are "GOIN' ALL THE WAY"

We're Goin' All The Way-----Jeffrey Osborne

We’re just beginning
And I know we’ve each been down this road a time or two
And never could make it through
But I’ve got this feelin’
That we’ve stumbled in to what we’ve both been waiting for
And maybe even more
It doesn’t matter where we’ve been ‘cause this time I know for sure

We’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
Headed far forever and that’s where we’re gonna stay
The more you’re near me, the more I know it
We got it all here if we just don’t blow it

We’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
If the two of us both want it I’d lay my money on it
Startin’ today (Starting today)
We’re goin’ all the way

I know for certain
That there’s more than magic in these feelings that we found
We’re standin’ on solid ground
But now we’re both ready
Ready for the real thing ‘cause our dues have all been paid
We’ve finally got it made
Believe me when I tell you there’s no need to be afraid

We’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
We’re headed far forever and that’s where we’re gonna stay
The more you’re near me, the more I know it
We got it all here if we just don’t blow it

We’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
If the two of us both want it I’d lay my money on it
Startin’ today (Starting today)
We’re goin’ all the way

We’re gonna weather all the showers
And hold together through whatever comes
I know we got the staying power
We’re gonna make tomorrow ours
If we just stick with it
And give it all we’ve got to give it

We’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
If the two of us both want it I’d lay my money on it
Startin’ today (Starting today)
We’re goin’ all the way, mmm....hmm...

Oh...oh...baby, we’re goin’ all the way (All the way)
If the two of us both want it I’d lay my money on it
Startin’ today (Starting today)
We’re goin’ all the way, mmm...mmm...hmm...hmm...ooh...hoo...

I LOVE YOU Aundrea......NOW and FOREVER..........................Rich




the moon hit your eye at... 9:32 AM

Aundrea, my Love, my all, the one I want to share life with........Just a song to answer if I believe we were brought together.......to which I do.......I honestly believe are meeting, our talking, our many, many, many.....is that enough.......hours we have spent together here and on the phone (good Old Ma Bell) and all we have in common, our likes, our dreams, our desires, our wants, our tastes (from everything from food to music).....just everything.........I truely believe we have been brought together for the chance to be together and fulfill our dreams together, and to fulfill each other and make one another happy and to share, and to walk this road together.......hand and hand......yes.......side by side.......forever. This song speaks my heart to you about the way I feel about our meeting......if you can d/l this one and listen to it.......I believe we are together not to just have a good time and laugh now, but for a lifetime . When I hold you honey......I do hold EVERYTHING, and I do have ALL I need with you. I honestly believe it was no accident that we met.............I LOVE YOU!!!! YES........I LOVE YOU!!!

THE KEEPER OF THE STARS (Tracy Byrd)

It was no accident me finding you
Someone had a hand in it
Long before we ever knew
Now I just can't believe you're in my life
Heaven's smilin' down on me
As I look at you tonight

CHORUS:
I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars
He sure knew what he was doin'
When he joined these two hearts
I hold everything
When I hold you in my arms
I've got all I'll ever need
Thanks to the keeper of the stars

Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine
It takes my breath away
Just to look into your eyes
I know I don't deserve a treasure like you
There really are no words
To show my gratitude

REPEAT CHORUS

It was no accident me finding you
Someone had a hand in it
Long before we ever knew

I LOVE YOU Aundrea.......now and FOREVER!!! For a LIFETIME, a LIFETIME of LOVE................I Promise you that...............Rich



the moon hit your eye at... 6:10 AM

Aundrea, my Love, the most important person in my life.........I sit here with tears in my eyes.....Not hurt but just thinking about last night......no not bad.....it was good. I just sit and sigh at the fact that I will never be able to convince you of the commitment I have for you, the love that I have promised to you for not just a few days. months, or years, but for a life time. I love everything about you......from your goofy side, your silliness, your love of music, your tenderness, and yes that rare showing of your serious side (I knew you had one). I know I'm too serious, I guess I just worry about you and about our relationship.......Honey, I KNOW you love me, I don't doubt that.....not at all. I know you want to be with me, I don't doubt that, and I know you want to be here, to start your life anew with me, and to start a life together......and I look forward to that happening. But the hurt, but yet the understanding of you not wanting to become attached to me is hard. I have given you my all......everything I can, and have to offer to you. YOU have my heart......my thoughts are full of you, day and night, I can't get enough of you, I long for the day we are together, the nights I can hold you, the years I will have with you, the life we will share together. What more can be offered than a lifetime of love, support, and a promise to love you and take care of you forever??? I know you have been made promises in the past, and had them broken, I know you have given your heart away and had it hurt.....I understand that. You say I am totally different then the others though, but it doesn't change your feeling of fear, or wanting to protect your heart.....I understand. I want NOTHING else than to make you happy, to give you a life of joy, and to fill your days with bliss. You continually ask...How can I be so sure? And as I keep telling you......I just KNOW, and I honestly feel you do too, you just won't let go of it.....afraid to be hurt yet again. I know you know this is it......We both do......I've just chosen to let my heart go to you and trust you will not hurt it. We will be together, we will be happy, we will have a lifetime of adventure, just a life of what we both have dreamed of and have wanted and now...............we have it...........it's in our reach...........it's being handed to us..........I've taken it, I'm holding on to it, and I'm NOT letting go.........NEVER!!! I heard this song this morning, I haven't heard in a long time. I guess it's a perfect song for the way I feel towards you. The words I could speak as if they are my own because I mean them as if they were. I LOVE YOU.......and I WANT you to "Feel my love for you" Down load this song and listen to it.......listen to the words.....listen to it as if I was standing there singing it to you.......picture me holding you in my arms and whispering the words in your ear......for I am........I am there with you, I am holding you, and I am by your side........you just don't see me......but if you take a moment and be still and shut all the other things out of your life for a moment.......you will feel my presence, you will feel my touch, and you will feel the warmth of my embrace. I am there Aundrea.....just allow yourself to feel me, and then trust me. I LOVE YOU......now and FOREVER.

To Make You Feel My Love...........Garth Brookes

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin' sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love




the moon hit your eye at... 9:25 AM